Monday, October 1, 2012

Sunday, March 25, 2012


hey, i know. I've been a very lazy updater nowadays. sorry! after all things that happens how i feel so insecure and heartbroken, things like this makes me so down and incomplete and thats why i don't have the guts to write. i will probably write i hate everyone and such stuffs. but now I'm better. just sometimes i feel a little empty. i miss my old life. i don't want to grow up!! i laugh i make people laugh, i go everywhere and i am sad. i try to be happy. but I'm not. how to do that? how to do "happy"? teach me. please. i need that so bad :(

Sunday, February 5, 2012


you know, its been awhile since we had our long talk and all the laughs. i know, this is hard. both of us is complicated. so we did a very complicated decision. and i just wanna say it here that i totally respect you as my friend. our memorable memories i will never try to forget that. its fun being with you and just had our times together. your stupid jokes that i laugh out loud. it reminds me of my first semester at Aswara. this is awkward without talking to my best friend. the one that i tell everything that ever happens every second in my life. you are everything that i ever need. but yeah, we both have our path now. i am no longer longing for you. no more. its not like i hate you. just i can get you out of my mind HEALTHILY now. i understand now. i understand everything. i just want to move on. and i know, even as a friend, we can't be close to each other. but it was a fun ride tho! everything that ever happens in life, its a learning progress even it took us to lose the one we love.

and i did miss all your crazy friends. it so sad that i lose them too. i hope this perang dingin will ends. anyway, have a good day wan. i finally can move on without trying to forget anything :')

Monday, January 2, 2012

2012 result holiday yada yada yada haha

hello 2012 :) how are you? great ha? hehe, yea, people around the world are excitedly welcoming you heheee. my new year was great :D!! mmy and daddy took us to malacca and then pd. it was fun!! even tho airel and eman is being annoying and over excited. awww i love you guys hugs!

okay my result is OHKAY not so great not so bad. but yeah, a little frustrated coz' my pointer just 3. something something. i was wishing it to be above 3.5 but yea, dah jadi pun shaaa ;[

Sunday, January 1, 2012

january first two thousand twelve

you don't know, you never know. I'm laughing. but no one knows that my eyes is actually tired.